I'm going to start going back to church.

Next year there's a free methodist church within walking distance that I'm going to check out...

I know it seems weird, especially with my lifestyle lately, but I really want to see if that's why I feel so lost...

I used to be an extremely Godly person... I'm not saying that I want to revert exactly back to where I was, but I don't think that completely depriving myself is working either.

Church has given me my life the way it is today. I wouldn't know any of the brat pack without it. It's weird how things like that work out.

There's a river of emotions I wish I could express, but they would just be incohesive.

One day I may try.